Hello Friends......Hanafi(Jon)

2009-07-14T21:45:00.002+08:00

Hey there Guys!!!. . .So sorry the video like

not prpoer. .

kinda upside down or smthg. .

ps ps ps!!!!

Watch it!! (:

-Jon-

2009-07-12T21:20:00.002+08:00

Monday is coming soon. . .

Hmmph, I am not so sure if the tutors will release

the papers for us to check. . .

Whatever it is, school will be starting as

per normal. .

Which means, here we go again....

In a bullet train absorbing new info everyday!!!

And learning new applications for various subjects. . .

Also get to mix around with classmates once

again (:

I'm concern of the schedule of upcoming term. .

Before this, schedule has already been so hectic

and i've been complaining like shit. .

How abt now onwards? The tutors will rush

wadeva they need to cover for Promos 2!!(End-Yr)

DIE LIAO LUH!!!!!!! . . . Extra push, notes, thicker

files. . bla bla bla. . .

I just hope I'm not exaggerating too much

but tht was wad came up in my dream. . .

I'm so scared and worried for my scripts

too !! ))):

Results determined 25% of m promotion!!

): I just hope it could really push me up

and by other means possible.. Through other

components!!!. . .I just die die die wanna promote. .

This is wad everybody would say I'm sure. . .

but it's just so scary! )):

I've to worry for school. . .

but here comes to external worries/commitments

like sec. schl NPCC, Choir, AKE, SWCDC. . .

I love all of this! I really do! but I would have to

settle my time management once again to make

sure there are no clashes!!! (:

My diary/calender tht i keep

in my bag always, is like my life diary tht

updates me wad is next for me. . .

AND I'LL BE GOD DAMN HAPPY

IF THAT DAY HAS BLANK COLUMN !!

That means, i'm free!!!! (:

I'll sleep, hang out

with frens or smthg. . .

but I think it's difficult to see that. .

Currently, will be focusing on

NPCC as NDP is coming. . .

I'm the Parade Commander. . .

Oh My!!!. . Have to brush up on drills, commanding

and bla bla. . Have to recap Sword drills. . .

Sian. . but honoured (:

Arghhhhhh. . . . .

Schoooling life is hard eh. .

BUT I will still STRIVE on!!!

((:

Jon go! Jon go! Jon JIAYOU!!!!

hahahax

-Jon-

2009-07-09T18:34:00.002+08:00

Will be having school break from today

onwards till Sunday. . . .

Exams is finally over. .

It will definitely turn out a disaster. .

I jus have the feeling )):

Sigh. . .

Life is neva easy as expected. . .

Hmmph. . . With these break. .

Sleep, hang out with frens. .

Eat. . Sleep again!. . .hahahahaha. .

Play with Fahim. . .

meet up. . .

bla bla bla. . .

Revise a bit wadeva i'm lagging behind...

Miss Angklung. . .

hahahahahahah. ... . ..

Wanna go in the room again and play!

Miss it so much!!!

(((:

I miss my Sec. Schl life as well. .

All the jokes, hanging out, laughters. .

and more stupid stuff!!. hahahas. . .

Sigh.. . miss it

Well, my life so far has been in a

confusing path. .

Dunno how to explain it. .

Talk to you all soon enuf (:

Gotta go Bedok. (:

Cya. .

-Jon-

2009-07-01T01:35:00.002+08:00

I'm back again. . .

Today had an afternoon paper like yesterday. .

Reached school around 12.10pm. . .

Look for Cikgu to borrow her dictionary.

Hmmph. . learned Peribahasa and formats, bla bla. .

3hr paper. . WTH! so long!!. .

but to be honest, not enough time leh!!!

I didn't manage to complete my summary. .

shit. .

wth is wrong with me. .

i alwaes don't get to finish my last qn. .

Wadev!

Malay paper was a real killer. .

Wad Cikgu said was true. .

The paper was set at a very hard level. .

Toughest - Procedure Cloze

Comprehension

Average - Imbuhan

Easy(soso) - Peribahasa

Oh my God!!. . Composition was

like shit!!... Wad qn.??. . Ended up doing

expository qn like i alwaes do for my malay since

sec schl...hahaha. . I hate narative wen it

comes to malay compo. .

freaking pissed. . .

Tmr having LITERATURE!!!

Oh My!!. .

Paper 1. . .Wuthering Heights!

Damn tough. .

Try and DO MY BEST!!!!

Best of Luck

Jon (:

-Jon-

2009-06-29T19:19:00.002+08:00

Today was the starting of Promos 1!

Had Mgt of Business in the morning. . .

Had to take a long time just to start the paper

due to H1N1 precaution. . .

Had to take temperature, fill up Declaration form.. .

WAH!!!

It is indeed a serious issue. .

Chief Examiner fierce. . hahaha. . .

"You may start now"

The anxiety and fear just pass through me wen i open

the qn paper. WTH !. . .I look the paper for like nearly

to 10 mins b4 really starting!

Overall, my answers is like totally on my own

words and not much content. . .

I have a feeling that many will beat me

))):

But it's okay. . .

I love my 9i) as I think it is sufficient.

Cried wen Examiner said stop writing

as did not manage to construct a good 2nd part essay!!!!

WAD A STUPID FOOL I AM!!!

I need that marks to cover up my

gaps from Section A and B!!! ))):

I quickly write up a conclusion for 9ii)

in the few last 2 mins!! EVEN THOUGH, i haven't

put in enough points and elaborated well on the

current points )): Sigh. . .

MOB, I really hope I can do well with what

I've did. . .Please, May God help (:

I really wanna achieve my target for MOB!

Sigh. . .

Tmr will be Malay!. . Another subject that I am

not so confident with! . .Such high vocab needed! ):

And precision in the answers for Comprehension. and idioms

!!! ))): I'll do my very best

Demoralized. . .

MOB done. . .

More to go ):

May I just be stabbed to death.

-Jon-

2009-06-24T22:05:00.007+08:00

Exams coming damn damn soon!!!

Have 2 separate exams to take.. .

Diploma Exam - 27 June

Promos('A') - Starts on 29

Oh my God!!

Loads of notes need to be memorized!!

Really fainting!!!

Diploma Assignment still not done yet!!!

): ): ):

I was like staring at the Qn for such a long

time and how the hell am I to answer the rest

of the Assignment. . .

sigh

So stretched out. . .

someone slap me. .

wtf!!!. .

Trying my very best . . .

jus have to think positive and move ahead!!

Diploma comes first den. . .

Tmr studying all the way again!

-Jon-

2009-06-15T17:17:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night was a horrible one for me!!!

I could not sleep well at all!!!

I have a bad running nose.. ..

and it is like. .

really non-stop liquid coming out from

my nose!!! not slimy but watery!!

running nose bad. .

i feel so disgusted talking abt it!

eyes were red..

nose turned red too

LOADS OF TISSUE my whole room

. . .

I couldn't breathe well last night. . .

Really disturbed sleep

Mum so called ''shooo'' the germs away this

morning by mopping and all!!

lols

Thanks!

Today was first Diploma class

Oh my!!

Learned alot!!

but SO IRRITATED by my running nose!!!

So many tissues again!!

Thanks Amirah and Vienna for supplying

I oso another goondu!. .

have bad flu but neva brg tissue!!!

pspspspsps

Lesson was very LONG. .

So much information. . . .

the module is

- Research Methods and Statistics!!

Oh My!!!

The Assignment and Exam is like. .

Wooohoooooo

Have to go through that for one week!!!

Promos in 2 weeks!!!

Dip Exam in 2 weeks too!!!

Hell is NOW!!!

Arrrgggggghhhhhh!!!!

I dunno why I always fall sick wen

i stressed up!!!

I'm SICK!!!!!

))):

-Jon-

2009-06-12T01:12:00.005+08:00

Alright. . .I seriously dunno wad to post!

Hmmmph, okay let me categorize it. .

lols. .

1) Current feelings

To be honest, I actually have the panic feeling in me!

I dunno why i tend to mood-swing nowadaes

due to pressure from revision. .!

June holidays is totally suckish!

i neva have this type of holiday b4!

WTH is this shit!

It's standard one la

stress and me LINKS well!

this is not smthg to be proud of though

)))):

I get moody sometimes as I dun

understand certain stuffs. .

Lit and Chemistry is OMFG!!!

I'm really scared!

wad if i stare at the qn for long and still can't

squeeze out any answers from my brain!!!

TOUCH WOOD!!!

2) Personal Needs

Well, I'm gonna address the issues through the

people tht tagged me!!

Haha

Thanks Guys for the advice. .

Aidil, Bazilah, Namira and Wan

Appreciate the thought for the tags . . .

3 A3 students. . .and

1 Yr 3 business student! (o7B4)

MY SENIOR!

hahaha. . .

Well, yeah. . i've relaxed a bit through movies and

CCA. . .

As i said earlier. .

I'm really stressed out and I jus need anyone to be

there to push me and one tht i could confide to. .

And i think i found the one tht I could trust, confide to,

to share with. . Well, talented too!!! hahah

I'm lucky to have met you (((:

Sigh. . .

I just hope our friendship will be cool

and no mishaps or wadso ever tht is negative. .

STRESSING!!!!

Will i disappoint my parents again?

- I really hope not! Every child will neva ever think

of hurting their parents. I hope I'm right in saying that. . .

GOOD Results is all they asked for. .

Is the (good) possible for me?

Achievable?

))))):

Tears shed said it so. .

Sigh. . .

There is no sound of laughter or happiness here
The little one has thrown in the towel today
Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul
It is futile to hope and dream and pray

Confusion feeds like a savage inside me,
Leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary
Alone, exiled, different and disdained.

))):

-Jon-

2009-06-07T15:58:00.002+08:00

Alot of things is coming up during

June holidays!. .

Extra Classes
AKE Practices
Individual Consultations
Choir Rehearsals
NPCC ATC/STC
Diploma Lessons

Literally, there is no holiday. .

On top of this list, I still have to mug for

Promos 1. omg!!!

The laziness is still in me. .

And till now i haven even started my revision!!!

Damn it!!!!

Have to start working like DAMN SOON LA !!!

'A' Levels by itself is already very hard!!

Now, additional Diploma!!. .Hope I can take it!. . .

Well, if others can do it!

so Can I !!! (:

Okay, previously had extra classes

and AKE Practices. . .

I've been assigned to the Bass Angklung

no longer small angklungs. . ):

Hmmph, oso had Cam's and Beki Bdae Chalet. .

IT was fun even though some part of it I

was alone cos I was jus bored . .

Not emo, but jus take a stroll around the area. . .

tht's all. .

Den join them back. . .

played concentration, true or dare and more i think. . .

Overall, cool ar. . .

I slept for a short 1.5hrs. . .LOLs. . .

Cold! . .

Hom-ed after tht. . .

Everyone was tired. .

I saw ppl drunk and hyper for the first time!

Lols. . Cool!

Okay la. .

I just need people to push me to study!!!

If not, i'll be rotten-ing at home!!

Wanna make my mum and dad proud too. .

Please!!!

Currently, I'm feeling very panic due to

exams stress. . .

A little bit down and hurt due to other circumstances. .

Sigh . .

I still haven't find the ONE . . ):

Miss u loads too!!

-Jon-

2009-06-01T13:12:00.003+08:00

June Holidays has started!!

Wants >

Hang Out with Friends. .

Swimming

Badminton

Skating

More Singing

Slacking. .

Needs >

Revision

Attend 2 weeks of extra classes

Complete assignments

and tutorials!

Wadeva it is,..

First 2 weeks of June holidays will be

extra classes. . .

Also for consultation period. .

Damn stressful as it will be damn hectic

revising every single shit. .

Movies???

LOLs . . .

Aniwae, gonna go makan. .

byebye

-Jon-

2009-05-27T16:39:00.002+08:00

Had GP Paper just now at school!!

It was tough!.

I as like staring at the qn paper for like

more than 5 minutes just to choose a qn!!

hahahaha!!!

What the hell. .

I can't even understand wad some qns were asking for!

I chose this qn. (Qn 11)

11. Does education in your country prepare

you well for the 21st Century?

So, my stand was Yes!

Go on and on and talk abt it. . .

Really wanna do well!!!

I do admit i was noisy when i was doing the Exam

hahaha. .

Hitting of pen,

flipping of papers,

loud breathing. .

LOLs. .

Scared la. .

Tmr and Friday will be like no lessons

but we have to attend

Social Emotional Learning Camp.

SEL Camp. .

Sian. .

Anyway gtg back to slp . .

lols. .

-Jon-

2009-05-23T22:25:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was my Mum's Birthday!!!!

She has turned 50

God bless her with good health. . .

I love her so much. . .

Went to see The Uninvited

at Jurong Point GV

Photos Below. . .

All the Balloons did their job by

surprising her in the morning!!!

I did it late in the morning!. . (:

Her Bdae Cake!!!

(Chocolate Fudge)

Just enough for 3 people in the house. .

Mum, Dad and Me

Major Party soon. .

Feeding Time. .

Blowing of Candles + Cutting!

LOL . She missed out 1!! (:

Photo Time!!!

I will Always LOVE YOU!!!!!

YEAYEA

Happy Birthday!

You see la!!

My Cat sleeping the whole

time we were celebrating

outside at the living room!!

Damn!, Shldn't have switch the aircon on!

hahahas!! As long as my room's aircon is on

He will sleep after some time. .

His name is Fahim incase you guys have forgotten. .

-Jon-

2009-05-20T21:35:00.004+08:00

Oh My Gosh. . .

They were really no kidding

for the pressure and stress level

at MI. It is really kicking in

and I couldn't bare it anymore

longer ):

Test after Tests and the marks

i am getting is like ups and downs.

I am not being constant. . .

Lit and Chemistry is a disappointment

to me! If i were to pass 1 of the test,

I would be so darn happy!

This 2 subjects is like so impossible

to pass! HOW!!!???

Literature

I am like lack of literary terminology

like vocab, terms, and looking at the

big picture!. . .

I even have trouble understanding the

book! .Wad the Hell !!!

I am so backed out in class!

I mean like SERIOUSLY,

way behind the class. .

The class speed is like a bullet train for me

but for others, it may be too slow. . .

I really couldn't hold up my tears every time

i see a bad score on my test papers. .

Lit is . . . oh my.

Chemistry

It is a subject that I HAVE BEEN

TAKING in 'O' Levels. .

but there are new concepts and

new terms in 'A' Level

context that makes it more in-depth

and really stretched me out!!!

A test = A Failure ?

I barely understand the qn of the test papers. .

Oh Shit!!. .

I have been complaining this whole

post and I'm only Yr 1 !!!. .

Wad i go up to Yr 2/3 ?

WILL I EVEN GET PROMOTED?!!?!?!?

in the first place?

)':

I'm sorry. . .

Withdrawal comes to my mind. . .

This is seems to be a joke

but now i'm no longer kidding. .

I may have to fill up the Green Form,

if i find myself useless in the school

and holding everybody back in class. . .

I'm doing fine for other subjects,

but this 2 subjects!!.

LIT and Chem!!!. .

Severely in trouble! ):

Thus, . . .

Withdrawal, . it's a maybe...

I've talked to parents about it.

they grumble plus ask me

to buck up and do a Wise decision. .

Well, i will, Mum/Dad!!!

I have to think it through. .

Let me go through my mid-year. .

See how will it goes. . .

'A' Level is NO JOKE !!!

Now, 'O' Level seems like a tiny

paper to me. . .

'A' Level!!. . .OH SHIT !!!

Furthermore, I have my Diploma

to concentrate and study for!!

This is really bad!.

Also had CCA today after school. .

I'm sorry to whoever CCA-mates reading

this or my seniors. . .

I'm just being honest in my blog,

and tell me wad would u feel if

u are in my position. .

So, it's like . . .

I was so pissed off and my mood just

turned off!. . .

there will be an outing to celebrate our Gold,

they make it on the 3rd week of June

Holidays. . and that is Diploma Lesson week . ..

Fine. . nvm . .

den i couldn't afford to miss out lessons

as i need to catch up. .

i end at 4pm. .

they will start at 12pm to makan at Seoul Garden. .

i end at 4pm. .

i will reach wherever they are there at 5pm plus!!!

WAD THE HELL AM I GOING TO DO!!!

I wun be eating??!!!. . .

isn't tht obvious!. .

So, wad the hell???

I'm sorry ppl to whoever reading this

if u are my CCA-mates/seniors. .

I'm sorry. . .

but tell me, wad am i going to do?

I know i sound irritating here

and problematic and #$!@-ing

attitude problem. .

NO!, I'm not. . just stating the reality of

the bigger picture. . .

I miss out the key highlight of the outing

which is the Seoul Garden. . .

That's all I have to say. . .

I Love AKE,

but this made me change my

mind SUDDENLY!. .

sigh. .

Sad and turned off!

God,

help me out please . .

Do give me the will power and

moral support to move on!

I beg you to provide me the warmth

and comforting in moments that I'm in need. . .

I'm sorry. .

Good Luck JonHanafi. .

Prayers. .

))))))':

-Jon-

2009-05-17T13:11:00.001+08:00

2009-05-16T20:46:00.003+08:00

Had Official Opening today. . .

I really thought it was a success. . .

Have to be at school by 7.30am. . .

WTF. . So early. .

lolx. . .

Shifted the instruments to the back. .

Changed. . Do hair. . .Look over scores. .

Breakfast was provided. .

Taste = Soso =X

Hmmph. . .

Performance time . .

No cock ups. .

Nicely done!!!

Well Done AKE !!!!

MI Carnival was AMAZING!!!

Our food so fast sold out!!. .

hahahas!!!

Transcendence was AMAZING!!!

Talented students!!!

Justin

Suriya

Khai

Sheqal

Drama PPL !!

IT is LOVELY !!!

Damn Talented Man !!!

I can't compare myself to them!!

Proud to meet them

-Jon-

2009-05-14T22:33:00.002+08:00

"Every day may not be good,

but there's something good in every day."

Keep your thoughts positive, this will help relieve your stress.

-Jon-

2009-05-09T19:04:00.002+08:00

Hey all!!

Went to the S'pore Flyer!!!. .

It was bloody nice!!

OH MY GOSH !!!

Couldn't post up any photos

as all of it is inside Cristy's

camera. . .

hahahas

-Jon-

2009-05-05T19:25:00.002+08:00

my AKE SYF was at Republic Arts

and Cultural Centre and below is the

Video to show you exactly what happen

during our time. . .

The full 10 mins. We used less than that.

I was the last one to change the instruments!!!

LOLX !!!..

Try to spot me. .

So, this was the exact place..

Only tht it's a rehearsal .

Maybe SYF better than this or not. .

Not sure. . .

hahahs!!. .

Enjoy. .

2 Pieces. .

1st - Oblivion

2nd - Crimson Sun

YeahYeah. .

Enjoy. . .

YEAYEA. .

Takecare. . (:

2009-05-03T17:27:00.001+08:00

so bored. . .

Decided to post up videos. .

hhaahas. . .

Rehearsals. .

For SYF

Enjoy. . .

2009-04-29T22:03:00.002+08:00

Oh My Goodness. . .

'A' Level is SOOOO Tough. . .

I just can't believe I am really

going through this. . .

I remembered my secondary school

classmates told me. . .

''Quite a few said, U're

struggling so hard for 'O' Levels now

and u still u want to take 'A'

Levels?". . .

Well, looks like i'm already

lost in many classes and lectures. .

Guess their right. .

I'm just so hurt and sad right now

i can bare to type a post. .

but i just wanna let it all out. . .

Next of my friend Joel from 5B(2008)

said " You can pass GP or not?

Let me see u pass GP first"

Now, i know the pain and

how tough GP is . . OKAY!!

I GET THE POINT !!!. . .

'A' Level is really $!#$$!#%

hard. . .

Shit!!!

I'm sorry. .

I'm not blaming this to anyone. .

I have to do this. .

This is the path tht i've chosen.

So, i'll jus leave with it. . .

That is why I always release

my stress in AKE when i play

the instrument. . .

I just have to sit and play

and just ease my mind off. . .

I'm stress guys

-Jon-

2009-04-22T22:02:00.004+08:00

TODAY WAS THE BIG DAY!!!. . .

Well, Let me break it into components. . .

1. Late for School !

I was like late for school today!

Slept at 2.30am last night!

i was so scared and yea...

couldn't slp. . but did . .

Woke up at 7.40am!!!!!!

Damn, bathe, change, and dash out

reach school at 8.10am!!!

late for 10 mins. . .

sigh!!

My very fist time of being

late in MI !!.

LOLx . .

2. SYF Preparation

So, we all the,

Angklung & Kulintang Ensemble(AKE)

gets to leave right after morning

assembly. . .

I went up to straight to AKE Room. . .

We do warm ups.!

Everybody so NERVOUS !!

Did 'C Minor Scale'

soft to loud..

indepth dynamics. .

wishes by conductor.. .

So SCARED !!!

Everybody hopes to get GWH!

even me, although i'm a Yr 1.

3. Changing of Attire time

All of us change to our costumes. .

put our mini angklung clip

on our costume. .

haha. .

so cute. . .

Girls > Make up

Boys > Style hair

WOAH !!!

Of course la. .

my hair spike!. .

yeayea. . first time style hair in MI

cos i always go schl neva style de.

lazy. . . hehe

While i was styling my hair. .

All the boys sort of fascinated of

my "spikiness." and asked me to style

hair for them!!

hahahahahahaha

there was a queue. . HAHA!

One by one, style-d by me!

AMAZING !! . .

Ok la, all their hair manage to stand

except for 1-2 ppl that has naughty hair

hahas. . .

i put slight powder. .

hmmph. .

yea, they sprayed glitter on everybody's hair!

hahas

MORE TENSION!!!!

Well, . . let me jump to the point

when we played!. .

It was really OMG !!!

i was so nervous!. .

END la kay. . .

4. RESULTS

The standard go up way higher than we

have ever imagined. . .!

Alot of Sec schls gotten

Silver and Bronze!!. .

A few achieved Gold and

ONLY 1 Sec Schl gotten GWH !!!!

For JC, we knew it's impossible to

get GWH cos the criteria for JC/CI will

be even higher than Sec Schl, thus we were abit down. .

Only 2 JCs competing. .

NJC and MI . .

Announcer,

School No. 15, National Junior College, . . .

BRONZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wtf $#!$!#$!#$@#

The whole hall went . . .

"Woa, OMG shit!!!, Impossible!!!"

I tell u guys now!

NJC played damn well!. .they sounded so bloody nice!

and they got Bronze!.. Tears were everywhere. .

They achieved 4 yrs straight Gold i think and now

Bronze???. . .

ALL of us From MI,

start to hold our tears!!. .

Cos the standard for JC/CI has went up

way super duper truper HIGH!!!!!!!

Announcer,

School No. 16, Millennia Institute

GOLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TEARS and SCREAMS,

we generated! . .

but deep inside my heart. .

i was so disappointed and heartbroken

cos we neva achieve our GWH

Even the Student conductor felt tht hurt

like mine. . .

i understand. .

some too were sad cos we neva GWH

but we maintain our Gold and tht is gd enough. .

A student conductor is really hurt

and i seriously cried without ppl noticing me

cos it was jus too sad for me. .

i felt furious too!

5. Reached School

Once we reached school,

all the happy and sad faces at

the same time. . pack up,

change. .

while they change. .

the room was kinda empty with

3-4 ppl. . .

I just venge my anger playing the angklungs

loud. . .

with dynamics abit nia. . .!!!

I'm SO SAD. .

tht whenever i touched my Angklung. .

i feel like crying . .

why no GWH !!

i jus put on a smile to boost up

everyone's moral. . .

sigh. . .

It's okay. . .

Debrief was done. .

Dinner at IMM with AKE-ians. .

CONGRATS MI for getting GOLD !!!

So,

2003: Gold

2005: Gold With Honours

2007: Gold

2009: GOLD (:

Keep it up MI,. . .

I'll work hard. . .

show them wad we gt in

2011 SYF !!!. .

-Jon-

2009-04-21T21:24:00.006+08:00

TMR IS MY SYF !!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!. . . .

I really hope I can do well!!!

.. . Scared of my solo part too!. . .

Nvm, . .

Still got other soloist and

i think they're scared too even though

they Yr 2's and 3's !!!

Hope for the vry Best!!!

2003: Gold

2005: Gold With Honours

2007: Gold

2009: G / GWH (:

Amin

Wish me Luck!

Takecare!!!!

2009-04-12T15:09:00.002+08:00

Bloody tired. . .

Holidays was kinda boring. .

Alot of hmk!!

Alot of Projects!!!!

Damn it la!!!. .

Cat sleeping pics. . lols

(below)

Saturday had AKE Practice!!!

11 Days to SYF . . .

Hope get GWH . .

Please la please

We worked INCREDIBLY Hard!!

I was too tired one afternoon. . .

den my dad took the pic of me. . !!

bloody hell

hahah. . .

Fahim(my cat) was sleepin on me too. .

pics (below)

I was too tired and just fall asleep. .

my dad should have taken the table . .

it was lecture notes and tutorials

everywhere!!!. . .

I slept on the couch leh. .

living room some more!. .

back ache!!. . .

haha. . .

My cat so nice sleep on me too!!!. .

i know my chest so comfortable!

lolx. . .

-Jon-

2009-04-05T10:47:00.002+08:00

Been suffering with LOTS of hmks!!!. . .

Damn tired. .

Practices have not been easy. .

I HAVE TO FOLLOW THE DYNAMICS !!!!

SYF is coming DAMN SOON !!!

Hope for the Best.. . .

For JC Section. . .

onli 2 JC have

Angklung and Kulintang Ensemble

and that is National JC

and Millennia Institute. .

The JC that I dreamt of entering

when i was taking my 'O's .

sad. . .

Well, however. .

I have to beat NJC!. . .

lols. . .

Anyways,

yesterday went back to Shuqun

for Speech Day 2009. . .

Had a Parade. .

and at Hall(Prize Giving) too. . .

Cum the POC for the NCOs. .

Byebye. . .

Tired.. .

2009-03-29T12:42:00.004+08:00

This is a video of my cat playing on my bed. .

LOLs. . .

He is so damn hyper this time. .

Jumping all over the place. .

Thank GOD he neva jump on

my KEYboard!!!. . . .

Anyways,

nowadays, school have been very tiring!. . .

so much information to absorb just by 1 lesson.

I lose out so much as I have MC for 2 days. . .

I need to catch up!. . .

Sigh. . .

SYF is coming!!!. . . .

Have to practice and practice. . .

I'm just Year 1 but already have a Solo.

Damn!. . .

4 more weeks to SYF !

22 April.. . .

Gold!!! Please. . . .

Next, Guys i have 5 tickets balance

for MI Carnival. . .

1 ticket cost $10 . . .

and this has coupons for you to

purchase food or play games

at our Carnival. . .

It'll be on 16 May. . .

If you wish to come tour around MI

and see our creativity, this your chance. . .

I have 5 tickets to sell. . .

Please support me . . .

1 ticket = $10

Call me or text me or tag me yah. . .

Help please. . .

I'm setting up a food stall!

come visit me and MI !!

5 Tickets balance. . .

Lastly, Iqmal, me and Ira went to

CHANGI AIRPORT just to eat

POPEYE's food!!. . . .

LOVELY. . . .

HAHAHS!!!!

We also went to S'pore Flyer to eat POPEYE !!!

Pics (BELOW)

-Jon-

2009-03-21T09:07:00.003+08:00

Hello to all!!!

I just returned from Indonesia. . .

It was a bloody tiring

and emotional experience. . .

We do

Road Building
Visit Orphanages
Painting of School
Planting at a College there

Apart from this CIP Activities, the team also

have time to bond.

We went through a series of tam building

activities. It demands precision,

accuracy and determination!

I'm really impressed by the peeps in MI.

This trip is actually only OPEN

to Year 2 students.

However, not many Year 2 students

At such, there were more than 5 Year 1s

joined in the trip and I'm one of them!

I get to know more ppl.

and Let me tell u!

YEAR 2 students are friendly LIKE HELL!!!

hahah!. . .

In the trip there was,

1 Female teacher

1 Male teacher

14 Girls

4 Boys ONLI

All the boys were grouped

together since there is ONLI 4

tht likes to do CIP Trip!

There was

* Alvin

* Charles

* Matthew

* Jon

YeaYEa!!!. . .

The trip is lovely la

with some unpleasant moments. .

Pics will be uploaded soon.

During the trip,

I miss my family and CAT so much!

Tears were seen during phone calls

made to S'pore to say my Hies!

Miss them so much. . .

Anyway, I'm back

safe!. . .

School start on Monday!

Sian!

Takecare

-Jon-

2009-03-10T21:05:00.002+08:00

School have been Rocking!!!

Hmmph. . .

For CCA, i chose

Angklung & Kulintang Ensemble

. . . instead of Symphonic Band. . .

Dun ask why. . .

Angklung is LOVELY. .

Below is a sample video of my

seniors playing. .

The song is Ayo Mama. .

LOLS. . . IT's their Concert. .

From 2004 onwards,

this Ensemble keep having GOLD !!!

In 2005, they had Gold with Honours!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V5EK3N95eN0

I had an audition . ..

Actual fact, Year 1 students is not allowed

to be in SYF cos they are fresh and

haven even learn about Angklung. . .

so, bla bla bla. . .

but they need ppl. .

So, all Year 1 have to go through auditions. .

I MAKE IT!!!. . .

LOLS. . .So happy

I'm going to SYF!!!. . .

the bad thing is the practices!. . .

hell. .

Wed > 2.30pm to 6pm+

Fri > 1.30pm to 9pm!!

during March Holiday wil have intensive

SYF Camp too. . .

Wah!!!. . .

but ok la. . .

I wanna have the feeling

how will it feel like achieving Gold!!! . .

and playing. .. .

So far Learning piano. .

yeah!!. .

Now finished Grade 1,

now moving on to Grade 2. .

Yipee . .

TIRED !

-Jon-

2009-02-28T18:29:00.002+08:00

I went through an application

in Facebook. . .

Someone invited me to do it. . .

IT's like. .

Let us see wad our birth date means. .

So mine was, . .

10 Sep 1991

This was the results. . .

(Below)

You are very capable.

If you are a woman,

you have high chance to be a

renowned workingwoman.

If you are a man, your path to

fame and honor is near.

As an innovator, you are not a

good follower. You are good in

implementing your imagination

and share it with others.

You are always well dressed.

Your Love, You often lose your

love ones from being too jealous.

You always feel like you own the

person you fall in love with and

that often blows your relationship.

That was the results!!!. .

I don't agree with the dress part!

Honestly, I don dress tht well

actually cos I dun give a damn

LOLS

-Jon-

2009-02-25T21:04:00.002+08:00

I am so scared now Guys!

Today had Lessons. .

Had Literature and MOB. .

I had a sudden headache.. .

so i dun really care. .

But when it went on to

ONLY LEFT SIDE OF my brain!!!

the pain is exactly above my

left eye. . IT's bloody pain

All my classmates said

my headache has evolved to a migraine

which is much more painful

and serious!!

Hai. .

Have to consult a doctor soon!

sad and scared. .

But i'm not stress den how come

i got it????!!!!!

it's damn painful!!

My teacher ask me go Sick bay cos

i realli couldn't take it

but i refused. .

cos i can't bare to lose the lessons. . .

Sacred!!!!

Migraine???

#$$@#$$%%&

-Jon-

2009-02-23T17:50:00.002+08:00

Woohoo!!!

It's been long since i blog!!

Okay Okay!!

Listen in!!!

Well, I'm doing fine i guess at school. .

HAHAHA!!!. .

I love the new peeps out here. . .

Slowly getting to know more ppl. .

YeaYEa!!!. . .

dun wanna be too popular aniwae!

Alot of ppl say my Subject Comb.

is a killer. . .

I'm now damn scared if I can't cope

with the pressure and content!!!

ARGH!!!. . .

Think positive!!

The school is oso a money absorber!!!

lols

!!!

Everything $$$$$!!!!

1) Uniform

2) PE Attire

3) Worksheets/Lecture Notes

4) Resource Package

5) Files

6) Diploma Course!!!

7) GCE 'A' Level

Oh my Gosh!!!!!

I am so tired too. . .

Received my timetable

just now in school!!!

School ends at 5pm everyday!!!!!

except Wed and Fri !!!!

Cos it's CCA Days in schl . . .

I joined. . .

Angklung and Kulintang Ensemble as my CCA

I know it's a bit weird and some say it's

stupid cos it's like not realli

a instrument or band. .

but nvm. .

i join to feel wad is music and

back to the traditional me. . .

Hope to be selected to go SYF this year!

Aniwae!!!. . .

I love school!. . .

hahas. . .

Miss my SQS frenz though. .. .

Hope to see u all soon

Aniwae,

when get back testimonial and others ar???

i'm anxiou t read my testimonial leh!

lols. . .

-Jon-

2009-02-12T22:19:00.003+08:00

So exhausted

Packed the whole day. . .

like crazy!

School - 8am - 1.25pm

Piano Lessons - 1.45pm - 4pm

Head down to Sentosa to sign form

- till 6.15pm

Head down to Plaza Sing - till 8pm ++

Let's start the story. . .

I went to Plaza Sing as I finally

wanted to buy a keyboard for

myself and to practice. . .

I wanted to get the $370

keyboard but it didn't really attract it

that much and Yaoming has the exact

one too. . . lols

I seriously wanted to get the exact same one

BUT !!!!!

I saw the keyboard beside me

that has a nicer design (Yamaha)

louder, more songs, bla bla

and has an additional USB connector

hahaha!!!. . .

COOL

BUT the price was $485 !!!!

Oh my goodness!!

Well, I get it in the end

!!!

HEART PAIN

all the money gone

Now i know how Yaoming felt when

he purchase his keyboard. .

I couldn't buy the $899 one

too expensive and I dun have

the money sia!!!

This is not showing off hor

just damn pissed off with the price!

ARGH !!!

All my money. .

but ok la

now can finally practice. . .

tag yeah. .

hais. . .

-Jon-

2009-02-10T21:18:00.004+08:00

Hey there all. . .

It's been long since I post

So, here goes nthg!!!

Currently attending lectures. . .

Haven't really choose my subject

combination. . .

soon ba. . .

have to think wisely. . . .

Oso attending piano lessons

so that I can be musically inclined. .

all this is under my own expenses. . .

Wanna learn it asap so

that it won't clash with my studies. . .

Trying to save money to get a keyboard. .

There are 3 types. . .

1) Digital Keyboard

2) Exam Piano

3) Grand Piano

Trying to get either No.1 or No.2

but both are expensive!!!

No.2 is worst!!

It's a minimum of $1400++

Sad. . .

Need the money to

buy Grade books. .

Keyboard. .

etc.

Thinking not to take Math in schl

but then when i look in the

University Courses, most of them

NEED MATHEMATICS !!!!!

@#$@

hai!

I dun wish to take Math and

Uni Courses need math

Unless i go in those like

Law, Psychology, Arts, Theatre Studies

All this no need Math!

See how la

I oso dunno i i can survive 'A' Levels

and a Diploma at the same time!

Gonna keep thinking positive nowadaes . . .

Oso been going back to Shuqun

every Fridays for NPCC

except for last Fri cos I got

orientation till late night!

Finale!!!.. AMAZING!!!

NPCC > have to brush up alot!!!

Seriously!

I get pissed so easily nowadaes

and i just dunno why!

Have to memorize a lot especially

music cos I wanna do it asap...

Oh my Gosh,

I'm freaking tired right now

Miss alot of ppl!

ARGH!!!

tmr schl in the morning

Sample lectures again

Anything beep me yea Guys

The people that I wan to see

their names in my tagboard isn't

there. . .

hai. . .

nvm

there was 1 day. . .

That day was the worst day ever

as I was hurt badly

my heart stopped pumping for

a while. .

so sad

hai . .

I can't believe

u forgotten me

)':

-Jon-

2009-02-02T01:42:00.004+08:00

Nthg to post up. . .

I'll post about my outing

today next time. . .

Just wanna post more pics

of my cat. .

and showing how

comfortable he IS NOW!!!!

Here they ARE !!!

Sleep on my bed some more!!!

LOLs

Damn smart!!!

Fahim is doing fine

Still a little bit shy towards

humans though. . .

-Jon-

2009-01-30T09:03:00.009+08:00

Have been working alot actually.

I'm thoroughly exhausted and

gonna have a fever soon.

I hope not. .

I've been taking Vitamin C pills

so as to fight the upcoming fever

or wadever shit. . .

Working at New Balance

is from 11am - 6pm

Working @ Sentosa Flowers

is from 8am - 10.15pm (Full Shift)

if (Morning Shift) is 8m - 3pm.

I have been working FULL SHIFT

@ Sentosa for abt 4 days straight!

I'm really tired. . .

The 5th day is my off but had to

work @ New Balance. . .

So, i have no off days. . .

I am so so so tired. . .

I have to take care of my health...

I know it sounds crazy to

have 2 jobs. .

but it's all becos of 3 things. .

1) Cat's expenses

2) JC Stuff and fees

3) My own expenses

All the pay i received plays a big

role!!. . .I'm so stressed up. . .

JAE Results came out. . .

It was alright i guess. . .

Hopefully i won't regret. .

Have to work hard. .

See how la. . .

I wish to congratulate all my friends

tht made it and happy with ur JAE posting!

Congrats!!!

Jiayou all the way

and i hope tht we all can still keep in contact

espeacially those who i treasure the most. .

hope we all still keep in touch and

hang out. .

ANd there is more pics. . .lazy to upload. .

Aniway,

My cat is improving very well. . .

He is slowly getting to know the house. .

Smelling everywhere with his nose

. . He oso not so shy towards me

and allows me to scratch him

and carry him for

a while ONLY!!. .

He needs more time i guess. .

I don't mind at all . .

IT tests my patience and

courage to take care of this

timid cat. . .

Fahim!! Fahim!! . . .

He wants more FOOD alwaes!!!

He loves to sleep on my bed!!

hahas. . .

Me?. . .

Nowadaes i'm like so independent.

err. . .

Lonely ar most of the time. .

Voice very bad so couldn't go

to Choir practice. . .

Missed singing so much!!!!

sigh.. . .

In my mind is alwaes,

work, go home, play with cat,

eat, sleep.. .

Like an adult with no social life. . .

sigh. . .

School starting on 2nd Feb

SO FAST!!!!!

hai . .

Do take care. . .

-Jon-

2009-01-22T21:25:00.005+08:00

This is my cat. . .

His name is Fahim

and he is 7 months old only. . .

He is in my room. . (:

Such cute EYES!!!

Like me leh!!!

LOLX (:

He dun wanna play the

ball!!! basket!

Don't he match the cat

on the cat litter display?

LOLX

Kathy came my house.. .

Her hands!!! LOLs

Where Iqmal go??

Aww. . .Sleeping time!

Blue Colar!. .

I love it. . .

Why he hide behind

the carrom board??

LOLS. . .

Yeah Guys. .

THT is my cat. . (Fahim)

A new member of the family. .

haha. . .

-Jon-

2009-01-21T19:20:00.003+08:00

Back from 4E/5N Chalet. . .

It turned out alright Overall.

Thanks to all who contributed

and hope it will be a memorable one!

During the Chalet,

of course there were certain

problem like shortage of food or so,

but it was solved

I mood-swing on the

first night during the chalet. .

It's okay, dun wish to say it out.

Some Sec 5 leave the Chalet on

the 2nd night. . .

Sad but still have some other Sec 5's

for me to talk to. . .

Mixed arnd with new Sec 4's

tht i didn't knew of. .

haha. .

Like XinYi, Huang, Ann, Belven

yea.. These ppl.. .

haha...

They turned out alright.. . .

Playing to talk to Huang and ask him

Eat liao mah?. . LOLS . . .

Jus talk talk mah. . .

He so lonely . . .

Swimming. .

Turned darker. .

True/dare game. .

Ok ar!

Fun!

Next Story is abt my Cat!

It came in my house on

Sunday!, The day b4 the Chalet. . .

His name is Fahim.

1) DAMN timid

2) Quiet

3) Full Orange

4) Short Tail

He needs time to adjust

and slowly he will be a hyper

cat. . .and cuter like ME !!

hahas.s..

jk nia. . .

2009-01-16T10:29:00.002+08:00

ARGH!!!!

So Bloody damn pissed off!!!

Wad the hell!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hope i wun lost my mood

during the upcoming

Class Chalet!. . .

**** leh!

Wadeva la!

-Jon-

2009-01-15T15:22:00.003+08:00

So pissed off!!!!
Argh!!

Mood-swing!
Sorry. . .
I just hate. . .
arr, nvm. . .

Juat stretch out with my
family stuff and 12 Choices. .
and now this!. .
shit ass la. . .

dun wish to discuss
about it!
):

Chalet is coming up
Still have to settle that
hai.
Planning still not finalised
have to finish it soon!
jiayou!

Argh!!
I'm just so PISSED!!!
...

-Jon-

2009-01-13T14:01:00.002+08:00

Received my result
Wasn't too bad I guess...
People say i good can apply to JC
but they dunno tht i can ONLY
apply to a low end JC. .
sad case. . .

Maybe thinking of
PJC, MI, IJC, or MJC
Mum and Dad allow me to try
MI. . .
The good thing is that MI,
have Dual track!

It means.. Onli this JC,
allows me to have an 'A' Level
AND a Diploma within 3 years!
Ok la...
but 3 yrs le!!
sad

Dunno la. . .
I still deciding. .
Cat kanna postpone to Sunday,
18 Jan. .
sigh. . .

Waiting soon..

To my beloved friends. .
Congratulations for whoever
thinks that they did well and
felt happy for themselves!

To those who felt bad and discouraged,
Don't be. .
I always said I'm discouraged,
but i jus keep on moving
no matter how bad it is. . .
I know one person that keep telling me
IT is thinking who makes us feel tht way..
So don'think of sadness or sorrow!
Think positively!. . .

I oso have another friend that keep on
saying there are no blockades in
oppotunity. . .
It means, wadeva the results is,
we still can go somewhere u like!. .

I believe in u all..
I'll support u all!.
Takecare aites. . .

(:

-Jon-

2009-01-11T22:03:00.003+08:00

I'm on the verge of fainting!

Results will be released TMR !

GCE 'O' LEVEL Results!

Oh my Goodness. . .

I've been praying hard

that I'll get a good L1R5. . .

Please. .

As long as it is lower than 20 points,

I'm okay!

For heaven sake,

Please!!!. . .I wanna pass!

I'm sure everyone wanna pass!. .

That is a definite!..

My heart pumps at a faster rate

every time i think about results!

Sigh. . .

Wish all out there All the Best

i your results!...

May all your dreams comes

TRUE!!!!

Me too!!!

Yeah!

Scared and Panicking!

-Jon-

2009-01-05T22:34:00.002+08:00

Nowadaes like nothing to post le

Kinda bored and sian. .

As I'll be working. . .

Not saying I lodge a complaint la,

but I kinda requested for more

working days. .

So, i'll be working at 2 NB Shops. .

first is IMM

second is at The Comtech,

near Harbourfront. . .

So, will be working 2 places

confirm-ed TIRING . . .

but it's ok la. . .

I need the cash . .

Kinda spend alot for my

upcoming cat. . ):

Have to work alot!!!

More hours = More $$$

sigh. . .

I'll be tired i guess. . .

It's worth it la . . .

I can't wait to brg a cat home!!!

Faster la. .

Sad!!!. . .

I wanna nice cat hopefulli . .

PleasE

-Jon-

2009-01-03T01:10:00.003+08:00

I will do the quiz upon Ida's

request. . .

dun say I no good hor. . .

1. Who was the person who tagged you?

- Ida

2. Relationship between you and her?

- Course Mate/Friends

3. Your 5 impressions of her?

- Funny, Lovable, Cute, Unique, Kind

4. If she becomes your enemy, you will?

- Nah, It won't turn out tht WAY !! (:

5. What would you say to the

person you like very much?

- You're one of a kind and special

6. Characteristics I like about myself?

- Able to cheer ppl up,

- Kind

- Lovable (I guess so)

- Helpful

7. Characteristics I hate about myself?

- TOO Kind

- Soft

- Mood-Swing

8. For the person whom you hate,

you say?

- I'm not so sure. I'm not bad. lols

9. What do the people around

you feel about you?

- I didn't really ask them that, but

I think they feel entertained and

loved. lols

10. Your crush(es)?

- Nah. Dun wish to talk about it.

Pass this to 10 people.

1. Iqmal

2. Gatti

3. Yaoming

4. Yuda

5. Suriyani

6. Li Er

7. Mabelline

8. Zahirah

9. Haza

10. YuQi

The questions to this quiz,

will be posted in tmr's post. . .

Look out for it. . .

-Jon-

2008-12-29T20:13:00.002+08:00

I'm kinda happy for my parents today

on 29 December 2009!.

Today, is their. . .

WEDDING ANNIVERSARY . . .

They have been married for 18 Years!

hahas. . .

Be happy Mum and Dad. .

They went out, dunno where la..

and Neva jio me!!!...

lols. . .

My Anniversary leh?... lols

I heard they will be going Genting

or somewhere to enjoy their

18 years of marriage life

EXCLUDING me!!!. . .

nvm lah!... Let them enjoy. . .

hahahs . . .

Will be alone in the house for 3 days 2 nights...

dunno when they going Genting . . .

hahas. . .

Happy Anniversary Mum and Dad!!

hehehehe...

-Jon-

2008-12-28T12:50:00.006+08:00

Today is 28 December 2008!!!

A special Day for a Dumbass i know.

lols. . .

jk nia. . .

I LOVE BLUE!!!

It gives me great pleasure for me

to wish. . .( lols )

Happy Birthday To KATHY!!

Since You LOVE Green!!,

I'l make the first Paragraph, GREEN!!!

lols. . .

. . .Do enjoy your days overseas!.

Takecare of your health.

Hope to see you soon. . .

wish you all the Best in whatever you do. .

May God bless you with Good health and life. . .

I hope that for every candle on your cake,

your get a wonderful surprise. . .

And, It is just not a year older,

but a year Better. . .

Happy Birthday once again

and May all your wish comes True!!!

Yeayea. . .

"Quek"

lolx

Takecare there. . .

hahas. . .

Hope to see you real soon

Misses. . .

-Freako-

2008-12-25T22:40:00.002+08:00

You'll always be my one. . .

And Only. . .

The one I'll never forget.

The times we share are always

SpeCiaL,

MemOrieS, I won't EVER Regret!

I care for you Deeply

and give to you my heart.

I always knew you be the one

for me,

I fell in love with you,

right from the start.

All I want to do is to hold you

close by me side

and NEVER let you go. . .

Tell me you'll stay here with me,

please, don't tell me "No".

Your love comforts me at night,

it never leaves me lonely,

You are truly a Rose. . .

Misses. . .

You're so far away. .

Do takecare. . .

sigh. . .

-Jon-

2008-12-23T22:58:00.003+08:00

HAPPY Birthday

To my Bro YAOMING!!!!

HAPPY Birthday

To HONEY!!!!

HAPPY Birthday

To CI JONATHAN!!!!

May all Your wish comes trues!

Be happy on this date and I'm sure

u spent ur time happily!!. . .

Presents? . .Soon la. .

HAHA. . .Takecare...

When talking about birthdays,

it kind of reminded me

of my bdae. . .

sigh. . .

but I alwaes put a smile on

my smile and force myself

to forget the incident.

It falls during the Prelims,

so, I have nthg to say. . .

Sad. . .

I felt VERY hurt. .

but wad to do. . .

Jus be happy and celebrate other

ppl's bdae!. .

hai

Whatever it is,

enough about me!,.. .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U 3 PPL!!!

From. .

-Jon-

2008-12-21T11:53:00.003+08:00

Hell is finally OvEr!!!

I was so engrossed for

this day to come!

Been doing a countdown on

my calender!. . .

Yesterday was my Passing ouT

CerEmony!!

Took TONNES of PHOTOS!!!

and THey havEn't sEnd mE yet!!!

i OnLy Have 1 photo. .

They are my bunk mates

The ONLY Malay!!!

I'm alwaes surrounded by Chinese!

lols . . . used TO IT!!!

I so BLACK . . .

No wonder the whole batch thought

I am Indian. . .sad

Iqmal and Adik Haziqah came

to my Investiture!!. . .Thanks alot!!

We makan, take photos. .

and Congratulate me!

Thank You so much!!!

My CI Jonathan, and CI Atika

was there too for duty so,

they come over to meet me as well. . .

So wonderful to have more than 2 guests!!. .

LOLs

Thus, Now. .

I'm a official Cadet Inspector!!

I hope I can be a good CI to

my posted school!. . (:

My HELL days of training are OVER!!

I'm soooo happy!!. . .

Now have to concentrate on

saving money as I spent so

much during this course. . .but tht la

buy this la!!. . .wtf

Aniway!. . Have to start

working as many days as possible. . .

Trying to get 2 jobs. . .(if possible)

Investiture was a SUCCESS!!!

has s much laughter with

Iqmal and Haziqah

as we were worried if there were

NO MORE BUS!!!! . . .lols

GREAT!!. . Now,

I really want to see people i have

yet to see and hug!!!. .

MisSes. . .

loVeS. . .

-Jon-

2008-12-18T19:07:00.003+08:00

i'm back from Camp 3 !!!!. . . .

The camp is called ATC. .

Adevnture Training Camp

held @ Mosquito HQ

(Pulau Ubin) . . . lols . . . .

Returned home with so

many mosquito bite marks

on my hands, legs, neck

and EVEN FOREHEAD!!!. . .

Our instructors told us the

insects here are. . .

COMMANDO TRAINED!!!

as they can EVEN bite us

through clothings we wore!!! . . .

I wore long sleeve for Land Ex. . .

In the end, still have so MANY BITE!!!

wakao!!

Damn angry. . . .

The camp was a bloody tired one!!!

F***ing TIRED like hell!!!!

Torture!!!!

Jus wanna rest!!. . .

Made my fever worst!!!

How are all of you Guys out there??

I miss you all. . .

sigh. .

hope to cya all soon!!!

MiSsEs . . . LovEs

-Jon-

2008-12-12T21:23:00.002+08:00

Back from the Second Camp . . .

Wah!!. . Damn tiRed!!. .

Wah . . I'm really pissed

There was time i nearly blow up!!!

The instructors there are on my nerves. . .

Damn angry!!!. . . .nvm . .

hmMph, my whole body ache!. . .

Really bad cramps. . . sigh . . .

Two days off. . .

Then, my third camp. . .

15-18 Dec '08

Sigh . . .More torture . .

got to penn off. . .

so tired . .

Misses. . . Real misses

-Jon-

2008-12-05T22:06:00.003+08:00

I'm back from my First Camp . . .

Tags were only three. . . sad. .

I reply liao at ur respective tagboards.

Thanks for the tag . .

Nw at home with body aches,

headache, fever soon. . (hope not!!!)

DAMN TIRED

HELL CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A few bad memories in the camp too . .

Dun wish to talk about it. . .

IT's only 5 Days 4 Nights,

but the plan/programme we had in there,

is like hell . . .

Time at there like, pass so slow!!!!

%#$#%#!$@ slow leh!!!

Had to march everywhere i go. . .

I also now known to be the attitude boy

cos i attitude a bit in the camp

3 times! . . bad me!!

i naughty boy!!. . haha

Wah. . i type-d this post damn slow

i am really weak right now

really tired!!!!

sEriously!!!!

I had to miss MS YEO wedding dinner

sad. . .

I HVAE TO MISS SO MANY THINGS!!!!

TRIPS, THIS, BLA BLA. . .

so pissed off!!!!

Tmr have to wake up damn early

and head to Changi Jetty to go

Pulau Ubin for JETTY jump. . .

Not jump for fun . .

but it's an exam actually. . .

Water Confidence Examination . .

wadeva la. .

it's tml . . . ):

So, I have to jiayou no matter wad

and not to quit this course!!

Hanafi, Gambette nehx!!!

Guys, . . .i'm tired. . .

and hai . . . nevermind la..

I jus need motivation and support. .

and i'll try to move on.. .

-Jon-

2008-11-25T16:42:00.004+08:00

Left alone in the past
Forgotten friendships buried,
Never meant to last
One walked away from me
Why couldn't I foresee?

Time standing still
Another way to deal, another pill
The sky is gray with hate
One thing tore us apart,
Your fate
Now what will you do?
Who will confide in you?

Remember,
The times we shared?
Remember,
How well we paired?
The consequences are tough
You only knew how to treat me rough
Who is next in line?
Will you, too, break their spine?
Look at what you've done

This time,
I will stand in front of you. . ,
I won't run
Don't bother me anymore
All you touch, you tore
What you wanted, you took
Now I glance back,
I take one last look

You left me alone in your past
Forgotten friendships buried,
Never meant to last

Sigh . . .

-Jon-

2008-11-24T00:41:00.003+08:00

Tagged by my Primary School Fren Azzy

to do the Quiz.. so here it is!. . .

Regulations of this quiz is :

- People who have been tagged must write their answers

on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike

with a new question formulated by themselves.

- Tag 6 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged

cannot refuse. -These people must state who

they were tagged by & cannot tag the person

whom they were tagged by.

-Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Q : If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
A : (i) Pass my examinations with flying colours.

(ii) My family and friends to treasure me as much as they could.

(iii) To lead a normal and happy Life.

Q : Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?
A : Honestly, Yeah. . I do ponder if I'm real or not. Weird

Q : Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
A : That is definite. I am scared if I am not able to overcome

the upcoming obstacles for me.

Q : Would you change yourself for the person you love?
A : It depends. The person who loves me should love me for who I am

but if I'm required to change, them I'm willing. (:

Q : Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
A : i guess both. . (:

Q : How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
A : Well, I'm not sure. To me, Love will come at the right time.

Q : If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
A : Sad lor. Bo bian . . I guess I just have to move on with life.

Q : Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
A : Alot. Don't wish to talk about it.

Q : Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever

you're around the guy/girl you like?
A : Not exactly.

Q : Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
A : Yes. There is

Q : Who are currently most important people to you?
A : My Family and some of my frens

Q : Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
A : Ya. Sad

Q : Are you happy with your life?
A : I don't know how to answer this qn cos my life has tonnes

of downs and not ups.

Q : Would you give all in a relationship?
A : I'll try my best!

Q : What type of friends do you like?
A : Open, willing to share, kind and good mannered

Q : Do you often wish there was something you could change?
A : Yes.

Q : Do you have a bestfriend?
A : Yes I do.

Q : If your lover betrayed you, what will be your reaction?
A : It depends. Does it worth a chance or a break? . .Depends ba

6 people I tagged :

-Sorry, I don't wish to tag on.

2008-11-22T17:04:00.002+08:00

went for a haircut yesterday. . .

At Hairtittude as usal . .

The hair sucks!!!.. .

I dun blame them aniwae cos,

I'm the one who ask them to cut like this. .

Due to my NPCC Course,

my hair have to be like shit!!.

I was so $@@!@$@# pissed!!!

no fringe. . . No back . .

Totally slopes at sides and BACK!!!

Sigh . . .

My concert went on well . . .

even though there were no one

to support me. . I was also to be

blame as i told some of them

no need to come as tickets has

been sold out. . . .

but i did receive some wishes

saying Gd luck and All the best. .

Thank you. . . .

I'm still sad though . . .. nvm

I will get over it. . i hope

I was rather sad tht there

were no one in the hall tht i knew off. .

During intermission,

all the singers look for their

family and frens. . .but i alone stayed

in the room where we kept our bags. . .

sad ar. . totally.. but bo bian

it's okay la. . .

It's over aniwae. . .

the good thing was the concert went on WELL . .

this week has been a tiring week,

sad week and miserable week for me. . .

NPCC,. .Fucking hair cut.. ,

got to miss my friend's bdae party. .

hai. . .

nevemind la. . .

Tht's why i say to myself...

Loneliness neva ends!. . .

I got to strive for my NPCC!!. . .

I am so tired now. .

My whole body aching!. .

hai. . .

Gtg sleep?. .

byebye...

-Jon-

2008-11-18T23:46:00.003+08:00

Happy 20^th Birthday!!!!.. . .

This wish goes to my NS Brother!!..

HAHA. . .Farisham 20 Years Old liao!!!

So old lah!!. . . lol . .

jk nia. . . =X

haha!. . Civil Defence Man...

I hope u had a great time just now!!!

Went to my Uncle's house to celebrate

his birthday!!!. .

We had 'Tiramisu" for the cake. . .

Taste disgusting!!. . =X

Now bored. . .

Kinda miss my friends. .

Wanna go out.. . .

Money??. . . sad

nvm la.

bye. . .

Blog soon. (:

-Jon-

2008-11-16T18:16:00.002+08:00

Alright!!. . .

Haven't been updating lately. . .

Cos i was a bit lazy actually. .

Well, since I got the time now. . .

I'll post ba. .

Oso kanna sounded by 2 tags to update

and a few sms-es to update too!!. . .lols

OKOK. . I'll update

hehe. . .

Let me start topic by topic. . .

1) After LAST PAPER

We all went home to change. . We then

meet up to go Chevrons to play

bowling!. . .HAHA. . .

Had loads of laughs and screams. .

I was so happy THT it was holiday liao.!!

Found a new Longkang King ad Queen. . =X

Bowling was alright in the end. . .

2) SO ON after 11/11/2008

I couldn't recall tht much ba. So sorry. . .

hmmph. . I know, I went out with Iqmal,Yaoming,

Yuda and Junrong to swiiming. .

Intended to go to Bukit Batok de but couldn't

as our attire did not meet it's criteria. . .

so we headed to Jurong East one as usual . .

It was fun being a kid again i think. . .

Shouts and running away from Yuda

during a game!!. . HAHA . . I an sprint on water too!

LOLS . . Had water fight with Yaoming as usual. .

Fun la overall. . .Junrong was a tough guy in water too. .

Make a call to someone after changing clothes,

and kinda worry after tht. so i lost my appetite to eat..

and mood-swing. . damn! . . .KFC for lunch

aha!. ..

Next, is bad thing as we supposed to head to

Escape Theme Park but in the end cancelled due

to some probs. . .sad!. . I neva go there to play YET!!

walao!!. . hopefulli will go there soon ba.

Hmmph, Next,. . I went out Iqmal,Yaoming,Gatti,

Yuda,Cheryl,seokmin and jiahui to town. .

We walk walk.. .Window shopping. . .

supposingly to watch movie but nope too. . so yah. .

this day i kanna mood-swing again. . .dun wish to

talk abt it. . .

3) Graduation Ceremony

It was really a sad day. . And also a happy day. . .

I'm finally out of the school. . .

but at the same time,

I'll miss the schl, teachers, FOOD,

frens, the nice servants and more . . .

Look at the video. . .LOL . .

My hair sucks. . .

aniwae. . .Didn't cry at all. . .

NONO!!. . .I did cry one time. .

Mr Henry Tay la!!. . .

He came up to me and say. . .

"Aaaa Hanafi, Gd luck for your results man!.

I really going to miss you. . the school is going to lose a great

role model!!, A great icon. . "

I cried when he said that. . . I will be back as Alumni. .

Thanks Mr Tay. . .sigh . .

Spoke to alot of teachers. .Thank them too. .

Sigh. . .Love them alot!. .

Took alot of photos!. . .

I was like so needed in all photos . . =X

jk nia. . . Well,. . MRs Liang cried. .

Thank u cher!!. . She really helped me alot!!.

seriously. . .

I'll neva forget her all my life. . .

Frm and f9 in math, i managed to get an A2 in 'N'

I was shocked and cried. . .My frens helped me too.

I hope 'O' levels, my math will get at least B4 . . sad

Graduation was a solemn ceremony. .

but i'll really cherish all the happy moments. . .

sigh. . .

4) Seokmin's Birthday

Everytime, when i talk about birthday,

I'll be very sad as it recalled back to wad happened to me

during my b'dae. . nthg. . . tears. . .

nvm la. . dun think abt it. . .

Well, I went out with quite a number, 14 ppl. .

to celebrate Seokmin's bdae. . Happy birthday uh.!

Eat Pizza Hut. . .

FOR GOODNESS SAKE, I onli ate 2 slice of Pizza!!. .

cos, I was really sad and worried for my weight.

sigh . . .and also, I dun really have a good appetite,

as during the whole time i was thinking

abt my bad bdae. . i'm really sad. . .

but jus put on a smile outiside so tht it wun spoil

anyone's mood. . .

after tht, we went window shopping. .

ZARA was cool . .The guy's uniform is lovely!!!

I wish i can work there but it's 18 and above!!. .

Took some pics. . .Cool . .

Lazy to post it up here. . . ps arx.

Overall, Seokmin is lucky to have a party. . .

(: . . Gd for her. . . Happy Birhtday Girl!!]

Birthday? . . .sigh. . .

5) Annual Picnic

Had our Annual Picnic at East Coast on 15/11/2008. . .

It was great . all was there except Faruq and Atika..

i dunno why exactly. . .

but Zaid brought along Apple. .

So, yeah. . there is a guest in our Picnic. .

everyone had to contribute smthg. .

I was told to brg heavy food this yr.

so i cooked Mee Goreng for them. . .

Zaid brought Mee Hoon Goreng. . .

There were carckers by Iqmal and Nazira. .

Drinks by Sufian and Zahirah. .

Hotdogs,crabstick and light food by Huda. . .

I went for a swim in the sea!!. . with Iqmal and Zaid.

Had fun!!. . Played UNO during the picnic. .

After all tht. . .We all still have the energy to cycle sia!!!

So, we cycle all the WAY to CHANGI AIRPORT!!!...

Not bad ba. . . My leg has cramps now. . shit.

I weak sia. . .

Hope Mopiko will do the trick. .

Some more have soar throat with phlem. . !

hope can cure asap!!. . .

I love the Picnic. .

Overall, It was successful!!!. . .

a great one indeed . . .

I slept in the bus. . .tired mahs. .

haha. . .

Yeaps, That was all the things tht

happened so far . . . I hope there will be more

hang outs. . .Cos i am damn bored. . .lols. . .

Yeah . . .do jio me. . . ps . . .

Well, . .I do have my ups and downs. . la

aniwae. . .I will have to be on a diet. . !

sad. .

Got to penn off now. . .

Do cya guys again. . .

-Jon-

2008-11-11T11:01:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!!!!!!!!.....

I am back to blogging!!!

Yeah . . . .

I'm done with my 'O' Levels !!!..

GOsh!!!. . .

So happy tht's it over!. .

Thank God!!!....

I hope i wun be an emo guy animore..

Fat hope. . .

i always emo de...

LOLS . .

I definitely gonna enjoy myself!!!...

NO MORE studies!!!...

lolx!!!. . .

Gonna blog soon!!!. . .

My LIFE Diary Continues!!!. . . .

-Jon-

2008-10-11T23:58:00.005+08:00

I couldn't bare to watch my blog went dead!

I couldn't bare to watch my tagboard die too...

I guess I could post this...

but i dunno if anyone would

read since this blog has been dead for quite long.

)':

aniwae. loads of things happened while i was away

from blogging.

PERSONAL

sadness that couldn't be describe

way way way deep.....

sigh...

Oh girl
return to me,
I could die
of love for you.

I have written my letter
I have sent my ring,
so that your people can see
that I am troubled.

Pissed off from probs!!!

OUTINGS

Had Hari Raya open house too

Pics. . .below

Got more photos. . .But

neva take from them.

Studies

Kinda struggling now.

Didn't have much concrete revision.

worrying like ****

ARGH!!!

Ok la, i feel a bit happy

i've made my blog alive for at least once.

More pics below

OUTINGS

went to play candles

with chinese frens

had fun.

even though i was a bit pissed

during a game.

cos i didn't understand much.

but i had a bit of translation

frm ym and yuda

thanks for tht.

jus sat down there and listen to

mumblings of a different language...

bored ar for me after the candle playing..

cos i dun understand mah. sad

I onli had fun at the front part... playing candles . .

nvm la. it's over though

Pics.. here u go!

Below are some pics that I won't

forget. . .I really treasure them

It's nice.

There are more...

but i'm too lazy...

Well, . . . all this photos are

glimpse of the happy memories i had.

Thanks to all.

of course we all have our quarrels and disagreement.

but we make up.

pictures are worth a thousand words.

what I could do is just smile as i view all these...

B'DAE

hai.. I dun wish to talk about it. . .

Tears was left out instead of laughter and joy.

wad to do.

sigh

I was really really really really really SAD

that's all.

my mood suddenly turn off by

this bad memory(my bdae)

hai.

how i wish my b'dae could a better one.

still, i wish to thank those who gave me

presents and wishes.

thank u

hai

)':

bye

2008-09-17T22:06:00.005+08:00

This will be my last post till. . .

the END of 'O' Levels....

Seriously.... sigh

Break fast with Iqmal today at Pizza Hut JE. . .

Ate till $54++

A very sumptuous meal . . .

Nice!!

After den...

Just wanted get a Pooh Bear from

those arcade game... $1 nia

UN SEEMINGLY,

with ONLY one try, I managed to get a Pooh bear

OMg.

Iqmal helped by saying where i shld stop turning

Lucky . . .

Aniwae...

Was late for school also today....

sad..

kanna scolded...

Parents were called..

I was mad and upset.

wad is done was already done.

no regrets

Prelim 2 sucks...

I have no intention in moving on at all...

I'm damn panick for my o's now...

no time at all

Very depressed over results...

)':

Why should my Life be full of sorrow?

The depths of pain is countless...

I'm not a well-rounded guy....

Thus, might as well,

I just be gone....

I won't be online anymore as well. . .

To contact me.. call or sms me...

and

This will be my last post too

The tagboard will still be there...

I'm sorry guys,,,

Takecare...

Hence, I'll take this opportunity,

to wish my friends all the best in ur 'o' s

or other exams...

Do it once and do it well.

dun be like me... a failure

I know I'm useless and disappointing. . .

I miss the old Hanafi... really... )': sad

-Jon-

[ End Of Life Diary 2008 ]

2008-09-16T19:44:00.002+08:00

I don't know how to describe how I feel these days...

What I wish to get or close with,

Always impossible...

I knew it all along though...

It may be simple for others...

But NOT me . . .sigh

Life weren't the same...

Sadness..

You're such a distant...

True love?

I don't think so . . .

Prelim 2 was badly done...

till now i had no help for my worst subjects.

even teachers were busy....

sad...

wad to do?....

-Jon-

2008-09-10T11:20:00.010+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TO ME!!!!

well, there was

quite a number of ppl wish me...

that's enough i guess

thank you so much you guys...

but i think...

there will be a celebration next time..

so, will be waiting for tht...

thanks.

maybe ba....

Had a surprise celebration

from my NPCC Juniors

Thank u so much....

thanks for the gifts....

Thank u so much, . . .

Choon Kiat and Haziqah

I still appreciate though...

alot of sms wishes, msn wishes, bloggers

and face to face..

haha... thanks

Takecare Hanafi!

I'm 17 now. . .

ok .

2008-09-07T02:11:00.002+08:00

Very stressed up nowadaes...

I jus dun wish to give up.!

Getting better s far.

Cough is still there...

Flem is still there too.

sad...!.

Sunday gt smthg on.!!!

shit gt flem den how to ... . ... . ..

saddddddd !!! .

i try lor!

no choice...

later confirm kanna scold

english paper was TOUGH!!!

walao!!!!

haven revise for other subjects!!!

)':

sigh...

stressed!!!

sick!!!

i'm weak!!!... i know

2008-09-03T17:32:00.003+08:00

Hai.

I'm sick...

with no voice at all.

Coughing, Flu, Fl-em,

Chest pain,

difficulty in breathing

Neva practice for 3 days already..

sad.

No voice!!..

realli sad..

hope i can get well soon.

hai

2008-08-30T12:35:00.003+08:00

I have nothing that I could treasure

except for my aims.

sigh

How long will this Sorrow be?

Did an essay on the Topic: Silence.

It reminds me of her!... ):

sad....

I guess this is my fate.

I have No one to share my love with...

)':

-Jon-

2008-08-27T22:31:00.002+08:00

wad should I say this days?

loneliness

God,

has taken back the gift that he

gave me last time...

sigh

-Jon-

2008-08-25T01:43:00.006+08:00

Lonely than ever.

-sigh- is jus wad i can say

I dun even know myself nowadaes!

Where is the Hanafi i used to know?

realli need help in 2 subjects'

hai.

i'm very weak.

have to strive.

but it seems impossible.

my life was neva a happy ending

uNwAnTeD cHaNgEs.

getting frequent headaches

every now and then.

argh!,

God,

Just switch me off, will You?

tears of pain

was neva acknowledged

sorry

)':

-Jon-

2008-08-23T00:34:00.003+08:00

Like I usually say.....

As time passes by,. ... . .

People ChAnGe!! .. .. ..

sigh....

'O' Level is hard..

Stress...

I'm realli serious...

-argh- .. . ..

Smthg bad happen during oral

wIll neva forget that.

-hai-

suddenly,

memories flash through my mind.

I miss my brother and sister

that stayed at my house ...

hoW are tHey?

misses...

LoNelY

-Jon-

2008-08-16T13:13:00.002+08:00

Sigh...

Did badly for Prelims..

sad.

wad to do...

Folio not doing well.

My world is so hectic.

folio realli not going anywhere.

monday is submission for a final check

b4 real submission for 'o' levels

hais.

i am jus not myself

STRESSED UP !!!

i dun have anything to say.

argh!

Oral is coming soon.

I have practice.

I have to train my student too

English oral is 20% i guess...

have to work hard

Mr Chan says to get full marks is possible,

if like this, i shld try to get it!

STRESSED UP!!!

-Jon-