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Life Diary

Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Oh My Gosh. . .
They were really no kidding
for the pressure and stress level
at MI. It is really kicking in
and I couldn't bare it anymore
longer ):

Test after Tests and the marks
i am getting is like ups and downs.
I am not being constant. . .
Lit and Chemistry is a disappointment
to me! If i were to pass 1 of the test,
I would be so darn happy! 
This 2 subjects is like so impossible
to pass! HOW!!!???

Literature
I am like lack of literary terminology
like vocab, terms, and looking at the 
big picture!. . .
I even have trouble understanding the
book! .Wad the Hell !!!
): 
I am so backed out in class!
I mean like SERIOUSLY,
way behind the class. . 
The class speed is like a bullet train for me
but for others, it may be too slow. . .
I really couldn't hold up my tears every time
i see a bad score on my test papers. . 
Lit is . . .   oh my.

Chemistry
It is a subject that I HAVE BEEN
TAKING in 'O' Levels. . 
but there are new concepts and 
new terms in 'A' Level
context that makes it more in-depth
and really stretched me out!!! 
A test = A Failure ?
I barely understand the qn of the test papers. . 

Oh Shit!!. . 
I have been complaining this whole
post and I'm only Yr 1 !!!. . 
Wad i go up to Yr 2/3 ?
WILL I EVEN GET PROMOTED?!!?!?!?
in the first place?
)': 

I'm sorry. . .
Withdrawal comes to my mind. . .
This is seems to be a joke
but now i'm no longer kidding. . 
I may have to fill up the Green Form,
if i find myself useless in the school
and holding everybody back in class. . .

I'm doing fine for other subjects, 
but this 2 subjects!!. 
LIT and Chem!!!. . 
Severely in trouble! ):
Thus,  . . .
Withdrawal, . it's a maybe...
I've talked to parents about it. 
they grumble plus ask me
to buck up and do a Wise decision. . 
Well, i will, Mum/Dad!!!
I have to think it through. . 
Let me go through my mid-year. . 
See how will it goes. . .

'A' Level is NO JOKE !!!
Now, 'O' Level seems like a tiny 
paper to me. . .
'A' Level!!. . .OH SHIT !!!
Furthermore, I have my Diploma
to concentrate and study for!!
This is really bad!. 
):

Also had CCA today after school. . 
I'm sorry to whoever CCA-mates reading 
this or my seniors. . .
I'm just being honest in my blog,
and tell me wad would u feel if
u are in my position. . 
So, it's like . . .
I was so pissed off and my mood just
turned off!. . .
there will be an outing to celebrate our Gold,
they make it on the 3rd week of June
Holidays. . and that is Diploma Lesson week . ..
Fine. . nvm . .
den i couldn't afford to miss out lessons
as i need to catch up. . 
i end at 4pm. . 
they will start at 12pm to makan at Seoul Garden. . 
i end at 4pm. . 
i will reach wherever they are there at 5pm plus!!!
WAD THE HELL AM I GOING TO DO!!!
I wun be eating??!!!. . .
isn't tht obvious!. . 
So, wad the hell???
I'm sorry ppl to whoever reading this
if u are my CCA-mates/seniors. . 
I'm sorry. . .
but tell me, wad am i going to do?
I know i sound irritating here 
and problematic and #$!@-ing 
attitude problem. . 
NO!, I'm not. . just stating the reality of
the bigger picture. . .
I miss out the key highlight of the outing
which is the Seoul Garden. . .
That's all I have to say. . .
I Love AKE,
but this made me change my 
mind SUDDENLY!. . 
sigh. . 
Sad and turned off!
):

God, 
help me out please . . 
Do give me the will power and
moral support to move on!
I beg you to provide me the warmth
and comforting in moments that I'm in need. . .
I'm sorry. . 
):

Good Luck JonHanafi. . 
Prayers. . 

))))))':

-Jon-

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