Life Diary
Friday, May 16, 2008
Things couldn't be undone...Ur Best Now turns to Average...Highest to Lowest....
I only have myself to blame...
Thanks uh....
Studies...
Depression?...
Mid-Year... Exams of Dooms?
Reached home...to my dismay... Mum and Dad was home...
I had to tell them my results... Have to tel them aniwae...No point hiding...
The life of the only child CAN'T BE COMPARED!!!... Don't think i have the love and freedom like a mountain of gold!!pOiNtLeSs to say out my feelings...SAD ...Prelims?.. >> I'll bounce back back to the top somehow... I'm different?...sigh...
Parents pasted a pissed face with..,
Dad getting ready his Best Friend....
How I my wish that my previous wish is granted... :'(Tears that runs...Hurts me alot...Dad's beatings left me silent...It leaves marks that i desereved to getI have to pull up my socks!!..Have to buck up...Grounded...and..sorry, ... > this will be my last post...I wun be blogging anymore... .. -sigh-Takecare...The time has come....
to answer the quetion i gave myself in Feb.
Will I aim NJC?...
after wad has hapenned.... the answer is
"no" ... I'm sorry...
NJC will just be dream but not a reality...
Pain is what I feel every second I breathe
I'm sorry Dad that i let you down...
I don't deserve to be your son...
JC??...shut up!
Take care Jon...and try to be strong!..Please!
-eMo_Jon- Left hopeless with no destiny aheadLabels: GoodBye NJC...tc