Life Diary
Friday, May 9, 2008
It seemed that there are hypocrites around me!!...I tought there weren't!!...but unfortunately, THERE ARE!!!!....Thus,I promised myself!!..to MIND MY OWN BUSINESS!!!!...even how painful it is!!....eVeR LoNeLy these days!... i guess i'm used to it...No one cares wad.... Wad to do?...The days getting darker everytime...Miserable?..Depressed?...NO USE!!!!...No one is out there to help me or even ask... Are U ok?... except for a few!...Thanks...sOMe people say... W hen i'm writing his kind of post, I'm trying to seek attention and want care from people!...I WILL HAVE TO SHOUT "NO" .... why the fuck should i do that for!...This is my Blog and i wish to express out my feelings, my emotions and my life diary!....I dun wish to seek attention or wadever care from people.... Those people that cares for me...is caring for me from the bottom of their hearts and is a fren to me... unless their one of the hypocrites... I neva know?...I oso wun know if there people making frens with e or being close to me so that they can USE ME?!... The world is full of liars, hypocrites... I'm a loyal person that cares for people... or maybe care too much!.. i've experience that.. and i've learned to control my concearn for ppl... Is it wrong for me to be too kind?.... should i really change my attitude to fit into this world?...argh!... tEaRs filled the ocean but hAtReD and pAiN filled my heart!...iF i HAVE ONE WISH...Just one wish that I may have....I will just wish for this...It's painful and deep....Nobody cares rite?.. And still..I'M NOT ATTRACTING ATENTION!!!...How hurt I am... And even Now i have my Mid-Year to concentrate > Humanities and D&T.. Maybe i'm being too hasty by saying this....i hope I'll change for the better... :-How I wish I was never born... :'(
My Dear Allah, help Ur Child...and... I'm sorry...
-lOnElY_Jon-Labels: I wan this WISH