Looks like today was the day that answered my question... I thought over... I looked at my targets... It seemes impossible... I know that I don't belong in NJC... The moment I crushed my targets... ARGH!...The pain I felt is totally indescribable... I know it was just a paper... but wht I wrote on that paper, was what I really wanted... So,as I crushed it, FRANKYLY, I really wanted to cry... I covered my face so that No one could suspect... While a couple of my friends tapped my back... and say...'Relaxs' ... My tears was about to dropped till... My Form Teacher approached me and tried to motivate me... I jus nod my head... I couldn't be strong at that moment Since then, starts the EMO me... I hate being EMO, I'll be restless,won't talk,No mood or even mood-swing There is No use... It takes time for me to be Normal again... Studies is really getting hard for me... It was hard for me to catch up... I was having trouble in all subjects... Including my strong subject... So, I have made up my mind!... Goodbye My Dream...National Junior College... :'( I can't bear the pain to even continue this post... Still, NJC will be in my heart, but the more I think of this school, the more cuts I'll have on my heart!... There goes my Dream..SHATTERED!!.. Here goes my EMO World... Looks like the Park will be my Best friend again... hais...I guess that this is my fate... Aniwae... Thanks Guys for jus Now trying to cool me down... It's hard for me to cope... I won't give up... but... I just gave up my DREAM and my Soul School... Maybe you Guys won't understand how much I love NJC... It's was just a difficult time for me to crush that paper REALLI painful... Mum and Dad was disappointed... I'm disappointed and felt sorry for myself... The pain I have Now is real... I hope I won't do stupid things... I'm Sorry... -Jon-

Labels: Shattered Dream

Name: Muhd Hanafi Bin Noordin, Jon Smith

D.O.B: 10 September 1991

Zodiac : Sheep

Sign : Virgo

Loves : Joking, Hang out, LAUGH, Skate, Sing, MORE

Hates : Backstabbers,Hypocrites,Smoking, etc

Characteristics: I love to joke around and make people smile.

Hotmail MSN : hanafi_smile@hotmail.com

CrAvErs

Change Hairstyle - DONE!!
Never Say Die Attitude
At least B3 for all subjects
Improve in Math
Get a Best Unit Cadet Award - DONE!!
Latest Handphone
Hope that U will behave Normally towards ME...
Die
Get out from EMO World

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