After work..... Go home.... Bathe.... Tht time it was arnd 10 pm plus i think...Den i can't slp..... I dunno why... The whole day i was so glum.... My colleagues all say this is NT the Jon we know... haha.... I neva dance around?!?..I neva talk much...Neva sing.... I jus attend to customers...And when it is slacking... i jus keep quiet,stay one corner and stare at the glass or even go inside my store and rest my eyes..... They say i was in my own world ..... i dun think i'm emo... but jus dunno why i'm like this...

Maybe i'm jus tired of myself.... Maybe emo??... i dun know wad is happening to me... Jus feel tht there is an empty space inside me... :( ..... Maybe i'm thinking too much.... hai... So...yA...after o took my shower....I can't slp....So..i told my Dad tht i wanna haave a few stroll around the jogging track beside my house there.... I walk in slow speed!!!...Jus looking at the trees.. Children playing with the slides,swings at the playground.... and jus admire the peace.... i walk alone of course.... I dunno...tht time... i wasn't thinking abt myself....Ain't I'm scared...or am i emo or....isn't it too dark to be walking alone....

So...i jus walked alone....den...i sat at this bench... Den infront of me was jus a ordinary senior citizens corner.... Thir life is so quiet,no laughters,friends??... they jus sit there and stare at smthg.... i jus think...hai... Ok la.... time to go home..... sweet home.... Back at 1pm sharp...so i walked arnd 2hrs... waaa....i'm emo the whole day.... i can no longer see her...as She had her last day 2 days ago... Maybe becos of tht i'm sad,,....Usually i work...i can see her and give me the spirit to work... Now...,???...i dun think so... hais....

Aniwae...life goes on...Schl gonna start...Frens coming back,,...wIll they be the same to me???...do they treat me as one??..or diff. ? ....i dun think i have the mood to be happy nowadaes.... :( ... See how it goes.... Takecare....byebye...TAG....lUvEs...-Jon-

Labels: I'm different.....Miss u...So long

Name: Muhd Hanafi Bin Noordin, Jon Smith

D.O.B: 10 September 1991

Zodiac : Sheep

Sign : Virgo

Loves : Joking, Hang out, LAUGH, Skate, Sing, MORE

Hates : Backstabbers,Hypocrites,Smoking, etc

Characteristics: I love to joke around and make people smile.

Hotmail MSN : hanafi_smile@hotmail.com

CrAvErs

Change Hairstyle - DONE!!
Never Say Die Attitude
At least B3 for all subjects
Improve in Math
Get a Best Unit Cadet Award - DONE!!
Latest Handphone
Hope that U will behave Normally towards ME...
Die
Get out from EMO World

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