ARGH!!!!......TODAE WAS SO f _ _ _ed up la!!!....I am so pissed.....No mood la...go to class....I was so quiet....Alot of ppl say this to me....
THIS IS NT THE HANAFI THT I KNOW.......
As i was so moody ...rarely talk..Not even a smile...ppl don know me....wad happen to the Hanafi I know ,,they said.......
I AM sorie to say this guys....BuT....I think i am a useless freak....a stupid guy....A black.....I am No one's lovable person.....I have ppl who care....wHich i realli appreaciate....I have my Stead....haiz.... sobx...sad... (CRied).....todae's post..which i am writing now..is realliy an emotional one....i'm hurt...sad...totaklly..depressed.... LONELY!!!!....hhhh......ThiS Is mY fAtE.....
During Math leeson....took test....I FAILED AGAIN!!!!.....SAD!!!!...demoralize argh.....Heard agd News though frm YaoMing....YEA!!!...go!!go!!....Happie LiFE FOR U guys.... I'm happie to her tht....Now he gt his thing to do...No longer have time for me...don know le....think argh...he has his things.....slowly..all my Bros.... (cried tone)..all slowly disappear....I HOPE THT DOES NT HAPPEN....haiz....after remedial.....ppl throw attitude....SO FUCKED UP!!!!!.....walao!!!....went to canteen...with Huda and Zaid....i throw my temper....kick benches...slam doors...throw bags and files.....shout like hel!....EVERYBODY SEE...but wad the fuck do i care!!!....sorie guys....I'm jus so pissed argh....went out of schl...go in back..to wait for some frens..to go Mac argh....
Peiling wanted to cheer me up....wanna play the smack or isit slap game...don know la...don care...yaya!!....we did nt la...i no mood to play argh...so..she failed to cheer me up though....It's Ok...thx for helping PeiLing....LoVES....
SaW my YaoMing....wait..oops...wrongly typed...>> rewind.... >> Saw YaoMing..nt mine animore la...nvm....so.. sad.... sAW YaoMing..went to buy water.....Now..he wanted to cheer me up...he wan to buy water la....yea!!!...den..i told him my prob argh.... den he helped argh.... thankx....he cheered me well argh.... i cooled down a bit argh....THANKX Bro..... den..i said i gtg la.... we said our gdbies till our lastfinger.... turn back and said bye as usual..yea!!.... bye den....he joined back to his frens... yea!!..happie for him la...REALLi!!!...i am very proud of him argh..... .thx hor Bro..realli.... i won't say muacks ior loves la..k....later u think wrongly la....i don wan to say it...jus say thankx enough liao....haiz...sobx..... WeNt tO mac....eat.....WeNt hOmE....do SOW with Iqmal first argh....have to do....!No choice.....ARGH!!!!..OMG!!!!!.... done...went home.....
TAG HOR Guys,,,,,thankx....BuAiZ....sorie k guys if i used harsh words....SORRY...byes....NO Mood argh....ByE!!!....
Labels: sad life......LONELY...will this go on... sobx